GIVE ME A BREAK
i can't be optimistic all the time..i can't be excellent all the time..
i do have time when i hyper..
i do have time when i want to be alone..
i do have time when i need your care..
i do have time when i want to put all these behind..
i do have time when i do not want to care..
i do have time when i want a plenty lot of rest..
i keep pushing myself because i don't want to let you all be disappointed..
but whenever i want to put all these things behind,
i can't..
i do not want you all feel disappointed..
i'm not as good as you think..
i very bad..
yes, i do feel guilty..
i want to make amends..
but i didn't act it.. i just have it on my mind.. but i never do it..
i want to rest,
but i do not know how to reject..
i want to cry,
but there is no tears falling down..
i want to pour out all my trouble,
but sometimes keep it to ourselves is better then pour it out..
i know you all care for me..
but these silly thoughts just came from nowhere..
i know it was my problem..
i'm being too sensitive..
but i also a human with heart..
will you find it out?
will you know if i never tell?
you guys may never will..
Tuesday, September 8, 2009 @ 9:38 PM / 0 daisies
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