Held back ;

Everyone is growing, be it physically or mentally.
As you grow older, your thinking get more mature.
Yes. More if you meet a few downs in your life.
No doubt, you'll grow faster.

When we were young, we wish to grow up faster.
So that we can make decision ourselves,
so that we can work and earn money ourselves,
so that we have our own freedom,
so that we can go out until late night,
so that we did not need to get controled by our parents for almost everything.
But, when we grew up,
we wish to go back when we were young.
When we have no worries.
Or when our worries are only what are we eating later or the toys and stuff.
How sarcastic?

We are somehow learnt how to handle our own feelings and thoughts.
So, it was not easily spotted by others what are we thinking or feeling.
It's good. I mean it. We are supposed to be like this, ain't it?
We are supposed to learn to handle our own stresses and problems.
Prioritise our priorities.
But, what is our priority?
Study?
Socialise?
Have fun or play as much as you can during your teenage years?

We are growing up,
learnt and learning to handle our own problems,
busy with our own schedule,
fast-pace life,
and everything seems drifting us apart.
We do not know how are the others doing.
Or when we were tired and need a pair of ears to listen to our rants,
seems that we cannot find anybody.
And everything happen too fast,
time just passes
and we start forgetting how to stop and listen or how to rant.

A minute,
even just a minute,
just stop our pace,
close your eyes,
clear out anything that was on your mind,
breathe in,
breathe out.
Think of what we had in the past.
What had actually make our past so memorable and what had make us want to go back.
What make us enjoyed our life so much.
After you realised,
open your eyes,
and think of something,
something of how to re-organise these mess and turn these better.

Mayday - 突然好想你

Tuesday, November 16, 2010 @ 1:20 AM / 0 daisies

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